Tuesday, 17 August 2010

18.08.10


Last nights dreams felt odd, but true.. so true.
I was back with Shynon, or I was friends with him again, and he came to stay at my house. My mother had moved our bedrooms around, so I was in her old (bigger) room. We had a freezer in the other room with blocks of chocolate and ice creams and stuff, but they were expensive, so I just stole a block of chocolate for us. Another dude came over, his name was Dan, he sat down with me under my open wardrobe and we chatted amongst ourselves, I'd been wondering where Shynon had gotten off to, seeing as his bag was still in my room I knew he couldn't of gone very far.
I heard a twitching under my bed and saw he was there, surprised he popped out and was just emotionless. I cuddled up to him on my bed under my blankets, and he called me his best friend.

Next scene in the dream was with Monique, we drove all the way out of Chch to her house which was three hours away, in the matter of minutes. We were going so fast and I could of sworn we were going to drive right off the edge of the roads and die, but she knew she was in control. We got to her house, which turned out to be a PYSK-WARD party, but in a big batch/beach thing, partying outside and throughout, I saw Hank and Hugo, Hugo had bleached blonde hair and so did Hank, Hugo said to me 'Hey girl' and Hank smiled at me and then they left. Shynon was there, somewhere, he was sitting up the top of the deck. I went inside with Monique and discovered that you could look out the window and you could see Dunedin over the other side of the land. I was so excited and happy, I asked Monique if we could go. She said it would take about 30 minutes if she went 160k but I asked her not to because her driving scared me.
I saw Megan, Kane, and these two other Maori girls get in Megan's car, I didn't know what they were doing or why they were with us in the car but oh well. I ran back out because I had forgotten something.. went to the freezer and got out a big container of ice cream, and decided to bring it with me. As I was walking out I asked Shynon if he wanted to come, he said no that he would be fine where he was and he'd see me when I got back. I wasn't too bothered by this, so I got back in the right hand side of the car at the back.

Megan started driving, and I felt uncomfortable, asking if she was all good to drive; she exclaimed to me that yes indeed she could drive easily, but somehow just down the road the drivers changed over, and Kane was driving. This freaked me out a little bit more knowing that we were soon going to be going 100k. Kane said 'I don't really know how to do this, it kind of scares me when I have to go fast around the corners at 100k', so immediately I asked Megan if she actually wanted him to drive and asked if I could take over, but no she said he was fine to drive. I sat back for maybe two minutes and then Kane proceeded to not even turn at a turn but crash right through this road sign and up on to a foresty hill and in to a two story house. It seemed like time stopped for a few seconds, and enough time for me to get out of the car before it went into the house, and to tell everyone else to too. We all got out before the car crashed and I gave Megan a look like 'I told you not to let him drive if he felt uncomfortable!', and she knew she was somewhat not right in her decision making with it all..

We all didn't know what to do, so I called the police, said I was in 'Ashglacier, which is just out of Springs Junction and nearly in Dunedin, number 37' but I don't think they knew where that was because neither did I. The guy in the house didn't seem to come out, so I kept knocking on his window but he was just sitting on his couch not bothered by the situation. After finally knocking and screaming and no response, we decided to leave, and Addi popped up and said he bought his spare car with him, we were happy but we didn't want to drive after seeing what had just happened, so we decided to leg it up the brown and green/forest hill, with the just to the right of us, we had to keep walking up a trail that turned off left and went uphill, but I had real difficulty doing so, I swung back off the hill but got my posture up, and then it happened again, this time I nearly had nothing to grab on to, but I grabbed onto a thin branch which saved me, and up I went. I threw my bag up into the forest because I thought it was holding me down and making me nearly fall off and lose my balance, and tried to continue walking upwards. I got to the top, where everybody else was, and started to chat to them and kind of ease up about what happened, the dude from the house came up to the top of the hill, he looked like a chilled out stoner and was wearing a bandanna or something on his head, he said that its all good and as long as we're safe its fine. He said something about being married to Tegan (from Tegan and Sara) or WAS at some point with Tegan, and I was quite impressed, I was facing him as he was walking up, and he poked me in the ribs being friendly, then kept walking up..
I somewhat expected Shynon to be up the top of the hill, waiting for me to give me a big hug, but he wasn't, and this made me sad.

And I think at this point I woke up.


Tuesday, 3 August 2010

04.08.10


The first thing I remember last night is Shynon, I was back with him and everything was okay, I hadn't kissed him yet but we were walking around with our arms around each other. I remember this being one of the best feelings in the world, and I was so overwhelmed that I had him back in my arms.. we were in timezone in town or something.. We went to a party, and then went to a cabin, Ngaio was there and then Shynon went away. I went off somewhere and did something, then when I came back I found out Stevie was in the room at the back, so I went in there to go and talk to him. Shynon and Ngaio were lying together on a bunk down the bottom, and I started talking to Stevie, saying how'd he'd been rude about me behind my back and how he hasn't seen me in months, he said I was looking at him angrily. I asked who else was in the room and Ngaio said 'Shine and I'. I felt sad and angry and dissappointed but I didn't say anything I just lay there with Stevie, and after doing that I left the room and then entered back in the room with no top on for some reason. I think Stevie saw my boobs from my cellphone light and when I got back on the bunk with him he tried to touch them, I told him to fuck off and that I was sick of guys trying to hit on me etc. Shynon then got up on the bunk with his with only a tee shirt and underwear on, and I saw Ngaio zipping her pants back on the bottom bunk. Shynon then proceeded to showing us a random tounge thing he could do with cello tape and it was very interesting to watch at the time..
Next scene I remember was at Sammys, in Dunedin, I was dancing and a man called Jordan asked me to come up next to him, as he was speaking through a microphone, as I did so I knocked over all the microphone/electronic things and all the power in the room went off, but alas, that was okay and so I went up next to him and spoke to him in the microphone with him.. after doing that I heard that Hugo, Wookie and Mason were in Dunedin so I went down the road to try and find them, I saw them and they didn't really talk to me, Wookie had candy and Hugo was really horrible to me, he pushed me over on the concrete and I started crying to myself, while Wookie stood over me and kind of watched me, "I've had enough!" I was saying to myself.. I then ended up on Salisbury st at Tree and Matt's old house, and it was all being renovated. They had cleaned up everything and there was a room with a lot of old mental people sitting in it, I went in there and a lady started talking to me telling me everything was okay because I was upset. I then left there and went back to Sammy's to help talk with this Jordan dude through the microphone, I asked him what kind of pasta he liked..

And then I think I woke up. It was a very full on dream. A lot more definitely happened, I just can't remember it too well..